昨天休息，又想和小西压马路买电脑，又想去公司改wani参加感恩节聚餐，还想去看电影，分身乏术，在贪心纠结中白白荒废两小时，伴着家中舅舅阿姨哇啦哇啦的背景声。最后还是决定跑到浦东去参加公司聚餐，虽然只是餐厅的小角落里一小时的活动，但是想着接下去去无锡学车两个月，明年是去是留亦未知，于是还是抱着也许这是我在这个地方参加的最后一次集体活动的心情赴约了。因为是感恩节每人需要带一道菜，我翻遍家中菜谱最终决定出手一道看着卖相典雅又美味的豆腐皮蔬菜卷外加龟苓膏凉汤。不过书上看着简单的步骤在实际操作中却困难重重到头来完全都是我妈在忙活。急匆匆地做菜，急匆匆到公司改wani，急匆匆地做开饭前的准备，然后又慢吞吞地吃吃喝喝，再上气不接下气地赶往电影院…把很多件事挤在一起做的结果就是每样都无法集中精力全然享受其中。

感恩节完全不是我想象中的温馨氛围，所有人围坐在圆桌上，分享自己亲手制作的美食，借这个光和平时因忙于上课而没机会熟念的同事们聊天破冰。而是大家都把菜摆在窄窄的窗台上，每人拿个一次性盘子排着队自助夹菜。好吧其实我想说的是这样一来就都不知道谁做了什么菜嘛，我都没机会炫耀我（妈）做的菜，更没机会认识（勾搭）新朋友嘛。说到朋友，身边的很多人都成了人妻和妈妈，或者是宅女和工作狂，难得能聚到一起，再不发展些新朋友以后都没人陪我劈情操了。不过，我这个上班时间，别说没时间交朋友，交了也没时间发展咯。某种程度上我现在就和我的这个被屏蔽了的博客一样，被关在一个无人问津的角落里孤芳自赏。

Skype with Monica and Kristina this morning. They were calling from Colombia. It was just so good to hear from them. To be honest I never expected to have such deep relationship with them when I first met them. I used to have some foreign colleagues in WSE, not like Gillian or some other girls, I seldom hang out with these people. I always thought we were different people and keep myself from them. It was the whole year in CM I learned that we are all the same people. We laugh, cry, and gossip. We are happy, sad and jealous. Maybe the only difference is that they are more brave to be themselves. I told them I would probably go to Fiji next year and both of them said I should go. And I know they would say so. Some friends do have such magic to put influence on me even by a 15 minutes oversea call. I can just get so much energy from their face and words.

Remember what you said to them today, I just want as much experience as I can get in this life rather than so called career development or safe marriage. Never regret!